Maybe That’s Enough

She was a girl born with the kind of heart that felt like both a battlefield and a poem.

She loved deeply, far beyond what people could understand. She overthought, overgave, and overfelt. But behind all that intensity was a wild softness—a soul that never stopped believing in magic, even when life kept handing her wounds.

She struggled. She cracked. She broke in places no one ever saw. But she never stopped healing.

She wanted love that felt like coming home.

She wanted peace, but chaos often followed her.

She smiled even when she was drowning. She helped others when she herself was lost. She held people when no one held her back.

She wasn’t perfect—but she was real. Raw. Honest. Unfiltered.

And damn, she tried. She tried to be everything, for everyone, even when she didn’t know how to be enough for herself.

In the end, she left with her story unfinished—but not unread. She became a whisper in the wind, a story in someone’s journal—a villain, a hero, a commoner. And maybe that’s enough.

Let’s Acknowledge! 🌹

Now to start with let’s admit we are not getting anything which was in past!

This pandemic situation took away so many things from us! Depression was like everyday word we used! Anxiety was like common cold we get during winters!

Many went through a lot of shit! Some lost people, some lost jobs and what not...!

This is the time when most of the thinking happened and yet I was so blank! There was nothing permanent I thought…

The career we planned well- ‘babe see you later’ because with so many things happening the last thing was to ruin your dream career with depressed mindset. Many of us took altogether quite different step but many of us took easy one and stayed to survive.

People you thought will stay… either they showed their true colors, or they just passed away! And personally, losing people was most hurtful thing. I mean yes, we all are strong, and we all know that no one stays forever… we are all on our own… it is our journey and blah blah… but let’s just agree… memories stay, and it hurts not to see that person they use to be!! Lost lives and lost trust can never be brought back…!

Time, we lost while fighting all battles, energy we lost while surviving a day, on top of that deteriorating mental health- these things will not come back and that is sad; but we need to find the way to overcome this! We need a hope that one day it will all make sense and a hope that one day we are going to be fine! Instead of faking happiness let us be real and face the truth that we are messed up!

I know things are getting better in so many ways… but there are still residues of untreated mental traumas. Many of us are in denial and that is the worst place to be. It’s ok for people to know you are sad, but it is not ok to falsely make yourself believe that you are happy when you are not!

Acknowledge the problem… speak out! Consult experts... trust me they help! You are not alone… many happy faces you see might go through same thing!

Yes, we all are strong, and we have fought many battles alone! But you are social being... you don’t have to be alone! There are people who can help you… there are ways that can help you; only thing is you need is to do it!!

First step towards mental health starts with acknowledging that you are going through something.

Gone Forever!!

This is very personal thing which I thought to write about...

Since I lost my uncle in his young age... Death was never same to me since then!!

Death is never easy thing to accept... losing someone forever and idea of never seeing that person again in your life is god damn depressing!!

How much ever we feel that we can deal with emotions but it is dreadful to see someone perish away who was so close to you! There can be instances when you bizarrely wish to have that person in any form of life!!

It can be anyone... family, relative, friend, colleague or pet. It doesn’t matter, what kind of relationship you share with a person... it just sucks on the idea that they are gone.... and that too gone FOREVER!!! Gone for never to be replaced, never to be seen... they just stays in your memories!!!

So many unsaid words, so many undone gestures just goes away!! All the regret in this world is what you experience with their departure!!

You just wish you could do something to make them alive.... you just wish it is a dream... you just wish that doctor lied.... you just keep on wishing...But the person is gone...!!!

You can never forget the moments of your life you have imagined with that person. I still remember how much I felt void of my uncle not being there during one of my important life’s decision... I would have never imagined that day without his presence and yet there it was... all taken without him!!

We may move on and we forget the pain we felt and all those tears we shed... but those memories stay! They come back... they remind us how our life was different with them. Any small joke, any small meet or even a simple “Hello” has huge impact on us after they pass! They are always there with you, their ideology is with you...!

We are not here forever... and so does our dear ones...! Today some is here with you and later he is not!! With all this unpredictable life learn to spend few moments with your tribe. We never know what future holds for all of us!!

How soul travels for it's mate..!!

Soul travels from one life to other just to find it’s soulmate...

This journey will continue till it finds the right one...!! And once they’ll appear, no face... no age... no religion or any of these earthly boundaries will ever matter to them. 

That would be absolutely beyond physical appearance or any social status; they will just connect spiritually and will vibe together!!

Meanwhile this soul will travel too long, will fight too hard to get it’s soulmate back!!

Rather than lost soul... 💓

I am strong... I must hide my fears... I must be more aggressive... I should show my happy face...

No...! I am weak... because I have no guts to express my fears!!

Not always can you express things out... but there should be some place where you can just vent out your feelings!

While dealing with so many emotions at once, it makes you feel so numb... that you choose silence over expressions, you show your strong side... But does it makes you feel better?? No... big NO!!!

Drifting away from your true being makes us more hopeless than venting out feelings!!

People seeing my crying face is ok rather than me seeing my lost soul!!

Solitude!!

Those woods are calling my name… that air is whispering come and see again...!!

There is some loss I see… the connection with Universe is missing!

The beauty of solitude is what I wish for, otherwise everything else has their own miseries that has torn them apart!

In the midst of this storm, I just wish for cabin- comfortable and warm…!

Fighting for loved ones and love there will be chapter, you wish to be happy and alone!!

Kali Mata and Modern Womanhood

Kali mata, the Hindu goddess- fierce and destructive form of Shakti!!!

Today I saw this image of Kali Ma and underneath her feet is Lord Shiva!! It is believed that when Kali Ma killed Rakta Beej demon she became blood thirsty and started total destruction killing many innocent people. When no one knew what has to be done, Shiva came to rescue. Hence he laid down among all dead bodies; the moment Kali Ma realized she stepped on her husband’s chest she came back into her senses and things were in control.

Such a amazing story, how Shiva who is also know for his fierce nature came underneath his wife’s feet and stopped further destruction!

He alone had capacity to calm his beloved wife. It shows even Lord Shiva has to keep his pride aside to support his wife overcome her unnatural behavior.

Even today when things go wrong and our better halves tend to leave their original nature, we need this kind of Shiva among us. Immense amount of love, care and understanding can help both of them grow maintaining the balance among each other and flourishing the relationship successfully.

Strange and Simple.....!!!!

How strange it is...

We wish to earn loads of money, but we have the best of times only when we have just 10 bucks in pocket.


We wish to wear high brand, but we feel most comfortable in pajama pants.


We wish to sit in Taj with elite people but we enjoy roadside vendors food with friends the most.


We have 64 gb iPod filled with songs but sometimes a song on radio brings a smile that cant be compared...


Life is so simple we make it complex by running after hat never make us happy and give joy....


Take a note of every small thing so whenever u achieve a big you can smile and say "I HAVE LIVED IT ALL...